Eastern philosophy, such as Budhism and Taoism, teach the virtue of non-attachment to outcome. Attachment always leads to suffering, and I believe this deeply.
There is a problem, however…
I’m so detached from outcome, that I don’t CARE that much about how anything goes, anymore.
I’m so ambivalent about outcomes, I’m boring myself to death.
I miss WANTING something so fucking bad, it almost hurts.
I miss having fire in my belly.
Thanks a lot, Buddha.