I got in the way

I’m on a northbound train. It’s 6:50 pm on a November night- darkness has completely settled settled in. I usually enjoy the hypnotic view of the passing landscape, but tonight the darkness outside has turned the smoked glass window into a partial mirror. I try to peer through the reflections – details on the other side of the window are indescribable by virtue of my own reflection. Occasional points of light are recognizable – flood lit buildings, wandering ghosts that are cars, and in a blurry instant, my gaze meets with another similarly curious soul in a window of a passing train. Such is life – peering through darkened glass at the other side… other side of love, other side of mortality- details obscured by our own reflection.

What might I see if I could somehow disappear?

1 comment
  1. I love this. I remember it. Keep writing Paul. You have an incredible incredible gift. I can read your things over and over.

Leave a Reply to AbnerJaneCancel reply

You May Also Like

warmth

I walk past the homeless shelter every night on my way home from work. Every winter night there…

33

I’m now 33.Below are two self portraits, taken 33 months apart. August 2009 December 2006 My mind races…